New job, old job, broken computer, nice weather and last but not least no ambition, are some but not all of the EXCUSES I may have or can try to blame not blogging on. The past few months have been pretty crazy.
Got a new job doing some stuff for a new company. I feel bad about leaving the full time position at the shop. I love those guys and feel bad for leaving them but I had to just say fuck it try something new. I never usually just go for thing involving big decisions in my life. I thought it was time to stop letting fear of what may happen keep me from getting new experiences and just start going for new opportunities.
Time is running down on the Dirt Bag. Lots of shit to do and I am getting fucking nervous as happens every year. What is crazy is how I can sometime hate some of the tasked involved with co-organizing a event. Sometime when I am out riding or driving roads to find the new route each year it feels like work and I don't enjoy it that much. It is totally worth it because of some of the responses and interest that we get from people. When someone says how fun the route was and how a particular road was amazing with the lakes and trees or whatever. Also how excited people get weeks before event saying how excited they are about it. I often forget about the way I feel when someone give a comment towards the enjoyability of the Dirt Bag. I need to think about those thing when I get in the dumps about the tasks at hand and just be happy. All the people that say bad thing about the Dirt Bag can fuck off and not come back. Riding bikes is about having fun!